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Friday, July 15, 2005

Can someone pinch me softly?

Holy crap.Its been at least 4 f*ckin' months since I last updated my blog.Not that its being read by many or anything.....its just that I planned to do this thing proper in the beginning by doing updates at least once a week or something like that.But 4 months?Damn......I must really work on improving my time management skills....If I have any that is.
Anyhoo....I've decided to organize and divide my blog posts into 3 parts ,just so I can focus and present things in order while not get lost on certain matters.This 3 parts would simply be refer to as; General, Professional and Personal(simple,no?). General would basically mean that I'm going to talk anything under the sun whether it be politics,religion,movies etc. Professional would be stuff relating to my work and career related, while personal would be stuff relating to things affecting me socially,mentally and spiritually...blah-blah and crap.

General: (Entertainment)
Its summer and this would be the time Hollywood will do their best to sell as much movies as they can.However, I cant help but feel dissappointed at MOST of the movies as of late.The latest SW movie; The Revenge of the Sith, which is suppose to be the best SW movie had a lot of flaws to it and I can't believe I'm saying this.....IT ALSO HAVE TOO MUCH BATTLE SCENES in it.Madagascar was fun....but theres nothing much on it(If there's anything anyone can learn from this movie ,it'd be this....LEMURS=COMEDY).And the latest movie that I manage to watch, The War of the Worlds,has manage to bore me.....which really bothers me considering the fact Steven Spielberg is involved in this(its Steven f*cking Spielberg damnit...every movie he touches turns to gold!Its a common fact damnit!^^).The only saving good movies I can think of that's worth watching is Batman Bagins...because of the mere fact that this is how Batman is suppose to be portrayed in a movie.
TV-wise.....we are all truly blessed here in Asia this year for being able to watch Desperate Housewives,Lost and (dare I say it?) Battle Star Galactica on the boob tube.Where the movies failed....we can always turn to the idiot box for entertainment salvation.*sniff*

Professional:(New job...Better job)
I quit my job as an audit assistant at the firm I was working and now am working as a temporary accounts assistant in an American company somewhere in PJ.Working at the audit firm was a nightmare......and I'm glad I have nothing to do with it anymore.The hours were lousy,no benefits or overtime pay whatsoever...plus my supervisors are even lousier(they make the worms that feed on our feces and the dead look like learnered gentlemen, I kid you not) and to top it off they are also a bunch of idiotic rascist bigots.My new company is a much better place.....the people working there are friendly, my bosses and supervisors are dec ently pleasant and polite plus my pay is like 30% more than what those mofos pay me at the audit firm.I also have overtime pay.....food allowance,medical benefits plus my very own cubicle with a pc that is not from the late 90s(unlike the com from my old audit firm place ).I am hoping to turn my temp status into permanent.....I can really believe that I could make and build a future here,and be happy there as well.Oh yeah...I just have to mention this;the have Gurkhas working as security personal in my workplace,I kid ya not....Those are the same folks that guard Prince Harry damnit! I was under the impression that they are a rough,silent and cold lot....but they seem very pleasant and friendly from my experience so far.(I was hoping that they be carrying kukri daggers or AR-15's around,ya know?^^')

Personal: (Love or Lust?)
I haven't been around girls as frequent right now since the past few years.Thanks to my uncles, I have been going out with different women since Monday night......each of them basically the tip of the iceberg of some planned arranged marriage thing that my folks conspired with some elder members of my clan.So far none of them has taken my fancy.......due to the simple fact that none of them ahve anything in common with me.Truth be told...I'm a simple person....fun,loving and honest(really I am) who enjoys video games,movies, the internet and of course ANIME.The 4 girls whom I've went out and have dinner and a chat with are all nice(I'm not gonna lie....not all of them are hot-looking*lolz*) but I didnt feel any chemistry developing.(The worst 'date' happened earlier before this week where I was subkjected to an interrogation of stupid questions and even stupider discussion on certain things involving past relationships*sigh*)
I've got no such dates on Friday.....but the last girl my uncles arranged for me will be meeting me on Saturday,and I fear for what may happen that day.
However....I feel that I am starting to develope strong feelings for one of my female supervisors in my workplace.She's a Chinese lass......a year younger than me(my junior in highschool at that^^...works at my new workplace 3 years earlier than me),nice bod(dun have a large set of melons but thats okay...I like 'em mangoes fine*lolz*) and *sigh*very kind(the main feature I find so attractive abt her) and gentle.I know for a fact that she's single.....but I dun wanna risk rejection from her and working some uncomfortable vibe in the workplace.Its ironic that here I am , having a whole lotta guts and no problem meeting all these women my uncles set up for me and not even bothered looking like an ass and being rejected by them but now am too much of a coward to ask my female supervisor whom I am interested in to go out for a dinner and a movie.*sigh*Life's truly unfair.....and cruel as well damnit.